Hi. I'm Danae. I'm seventeen years old, a senior in high school, and living with my dad and step mom. Oh, and I'm fat. And I'm not just saying that, it's true. I wont do the numbers deal...yet. But jsut trust me here.
I don't really know how many people or who will read this, but I really just want this to be some kind of support for me. I can't go to my family to talk about my body issues, they're all skinny and don't understand. All they do is try to control what I eat, which really doesn't help.
The sad part about my struggle is that I know what and how I should eat, but for some reason, I can't. I don't know why, and I wish I did. Then maybe I could fix it. Every time I take a bite of food, I hate myself. But I can't stop.
I know this is not the body I'm supposed to have. I'm too pretty for it. If I lost all this weight, I'm pretty sure I could be a model. I want to be in the fashion industry, I'll do whatever it takes to get in. I just need to get healthy, I guess.
3 comments:
Hey, cheer up. :)
I, myself am overweight and 'fat' too. sigh, and my family doesnt understand what im going through. They sometimes tease me..
But hey! life must go on!
email me, we could chat up and support each other? :)
p/s: dont worry, im a girl and am not stalker :P
Dear Denae, I just came across your blog because my friend & i have started vivalafatgirl.com and we tried to google ourselves. I want you to kow you are a very pretty girl and you shouldn't want to lose weight to just look better, but do it to feel better physically. to have a better lifestyle and not have a bad heart. not saying you're inactive. you seem like a very nice girl, but i don't want you to constantly beat yourself up. send us an email if you need someone to talk to...
i meant danae...sorry
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