Monday, September 17, 2007

First


Hi. I'm Danae. I'm seventeen years old, a senior in high school, and living with my dad and step mom. Oh, and I'm fat. And I'm not just saying that, it's true. I wont do the numbers deal...yet. But jsut trust me here.

I don't really know how many people or who will read this, but I really just want this to be some kind of support for me. I can't go to my family to talk about my body issues, they're all skinny and don't understand. All they do is try to control what I eat, which really doesn't help.

The sad part about my struggle is that I know what and how I should eat, but for some reason, I can't. I don't know why, and I wish I did. Then maybe I could fix it. Every time I take a bite of food, I hate myself. But I can't stop.

I know this is not the body I'm supposed to have. I'm too pretty for it. If I lost all this weight, I'm pretty sure I could be a model. I want to be in the fashion industry, I'll do whatever it takes to get in. I just need to get healthy, I guess.